Life is full of ups and downs. I know that for sure. It is something that happens often it is just how we look at things that make a difference. The last little while has been hard. I'm working on being positive. It is hard to be positive when at times I just don't want to be. But I have goals and I will work on them ( Read more... )

So have I posted. Nope, I have not. In some ways I just wanted to avoid what was going and and writing up all my feelings would have helped but just did not want to do it. It has been a hard month and yet it has been some fun as well. Mostly I've had my head buried in the sand, avoiding the elephant in the room. I am still not really ready to talk ( Read more... )

It has been 5 years ago and a week since I became a mother. It has changed so many things. I hear others called soccer mom. Paul called me a Doctor mom. Since we go to so many doctor appointments. It does change a few things. Rose is now 5 and I hope she has a great year ( Read more... )

I have been doing different journals for me as a mom and everything else. I'm going to be stopping that. I can't keep it up. It is hard to cut the girls out of my life with posts. So I'm not doing that any more. Just keep that in mind please ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I did an update. Yes I was doing to do more often and did for a while and yet then I did not. My journal does so much for me and now after two months of not doing it I missed part of it. It was a part of me and kept me going and was more important than other things ( Read more... )

Book club was good Thursday night. I think I might have enjoyed it better had Mary not done the throw a fit thing, but that happens. Books are not something often everyone in the group likes. We have some that are hit and miss and some we all like, but it was fun to have something that Marci and I like. I'm looking forward to next month as well. It ( Read more... )

So last two nights was the dreams of the past for me. I had no thought about Philmont in a long, long time. I'm not sure what brought it on. The other dreams have been about living in Utah. It has been odd to be dreaming so much again. I used to dream all the time. It has not been so much the past few years. This was odd but fun at the same time ( Read more... )

Wow been forever since I updated. So far the time has been running together. So much is going on and it is hard at times to just sit down and do what I know I need to do ( Read more... )

My reading this past few weeks has been slow. I feel that it has been dragging. I have to be honest I have not made time to read much of anything. I did finish Dead Beat. I loved it. Sue made the book for me in some ways. I've got a list to read. So my first of 40 books to come. I need to make room for reading. Book club was Thursday. I had a fun ( Read more... )

Another great book club and now more books to read. I should bet to them sooner rather than later. I chatted more with Jon about readers and what to get. There are lots of choices but not sure still which I would get. It is not something I want to jump into lightly right now. I'm still considering going that direction at some time. I know that I ( Read more... )